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what the fuck's yellow????? [May. 18th, 2002|04:44 pm]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |Hanging by a Moment by LIFEHOUSE]

If you take someone's thoughts and feelings away, bit by bit, consistently, then they have nothing left, except some gritty, gnawing, shitty little instinct, down there, somewhere, worming round the gut, but so far down, so hidden, it's impossible to find. Imagine, if you will, a worldwide conspiracy to deny the existence of the colour yellow. And whenever you saw yellow, they told you, no, that isn't yellow, what the fuck's yellow? Eventually, whenever you saw yellow, you would say: that isn't yellow, course it isn't, blue or green or purple, or... You'd say it, yes it is, it's yellow, and become increasingly hysterical, and then go quite berserk.
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why [May. 18th, 2002|04:19 pm]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Eminem - Without me]

how can i expand my horizon...

does it even mean anything now. u giving a litany of explanations that shift the blame to the circumstances or dragging others in it. i should not have answered that call...now i have to try to forget about it. it's been 4 years what's the point. very much tired now....
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hk was fun [Apr. 28th, 2002|02:06 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |foolish by ashanti]

it's actually been 2 weeks after i came back from hk...i had a blast there. but right now everything seems to be going wrong these days...i'm confused. very confused.

See my days are cold without you
but i'm hurting while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you

baby i dunno why you treatin my so bad
you said you love me, no one above me
and i was all you had
and all my heart is eatin for ya
i can't stop crying
i dunno how i allow you to treat me this way
and still i stay

baby i dunno why you wanna do me wrong
see when i'm home i'm all alone
and you are always gone
and boy you know i really love you
i can't deny
i can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
to all of my ladies feel me
c'mon sing wit me

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You could learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change

baby why you hurt me, leave me and desert me
boy i gave you all my heart and all you do is tear it up
looking out my window knowing that i should go
even when i pack my bags
this something always holds me back...
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dreading.... [Mar. 20th, 2002|08:41 am]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Jay Chow - Shi Jie Mo Re]

cant believe it..i've almost survived the first term in this military type design school...and then, i'll drag my ass on the plane to hk!! yoohoo~ gonna have another exam in about 3 hours....but it's all good..can't wait until friday!! hmm...let's see...i haven't updated my journal for quite a while...so what happened last week was that ariel came up to toronto from new jersey..she had to sit on a bus for 10 friggin hours..poor girl! she stayed at my place and actually hmm..helped me clean up my messy apartment...and i couldn't really show her around cuz i had to goto school plus the shitloads of work i had to do...but she took the map and went exploring toronto on her own...and she got three pairs of modrobe pants in downtown i'm getting very jealous (i haven't done any clothing shopping since xmas, really) nonetheless andrea jamie dan ariel glor and i chilled over the weekend.
then two days ago i met up with clarice (b-a-l-l) and JY (DJ phaze)...chilled at Jy's apartment and then went to sing k. i found it very unfair that JY's apartment is right next to mine and his place is so much nicer....owell.....so it was nice that i saw ariel and clarice whom both i haven't seen for ages.
i have a big day ahead of me so i better go now.....seriously i'm really dreading everything that i have to do today (all school related) and i can't wait till it's over.
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sick [Mar. 1st, 2002|12:56 am]
[mood |sicksick]
[music |chemistry - you go your way]

i think i'm getting a fever...and i have sore throat...which i absolutely hate...so even tho i had no classes today i just stayed home and tried to sleep...i remember when i first got sick when i moved to toronto was last october, and all the people from my house next door came over at 1am in the morning and offered me all these medicines and neocitron stuff...i already felt better without medication because they did such a nice thing...and the thing was that i wasn't even that close with them at that time. now that i'm living by myself there's no one to take care of me when i'm sick =(.
i still have an assignment and quiz due for colour theory tomorrow...dont feel like doing it at all...i'm finishing week 7 so i have three more weeks until term 1 ends! can't wait till then!! i most probably will be going back to hk during my break which is only 2 weeks long but i'll get to see my family i really miss them, henry, and some friends as well. and the shopping that i'm going to do...i haven't shopped except for grocery and school supplies ever since xmas...i can't waiiit.
jamie is coming tomorrow to stay for the weekend and i really want to watch 40 days and 40 nights. josh hartnett is in it! and i wanna watch 'queen of the damned'. oh and i watched parts of the grammy last night..i thought i was quite boring...but hey alicia keys won like 3 awards? or was it 5....anyway....gonna end here for tonite...
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(no subject) [Feb. 25th, 2002|11:06 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Globe - Winter comes around again]

just downloaded 30 new songs on audiogalaxy. found out that 1tym has released a third album! but i still think that their second album was much better...the only slow song on this album was 'make it last', and i think 'one love' is much better. anyway, i'm on my seventh week of the first term in the new school...been really busy keeping up with the demands of all my classes..especially sewing and elements of design..those two classes drive me nuts. the past week jamie stayed at my place since she had reading week..we went nuts watching alot of tv...watched a lot of 'friends'. i beginning to like that show more and more. and we watched the full first series of 'sex and the city'...quite funny as well. but the best i think was watching 'meteor garden'. this is my third time watching the whole drama....and it just gets better everytime i watch it. i heard that they're making a sequel soon and i can't wait! i feel that since i've moved to toronto i haven't been in touch with all the new japanese songs...so i searched and found out that many new songs were released and some are pretty good! i've been mostly listening to english ones since i moved here, so it's nice to listen to jap and korean songs again for a change. anyway...gotta go do my drafting hw which i've been dreading the entire day....*sigh*
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more online tests! [Feb. 8th, 2002|08:12 pm]
[mood |groggygroggy]
[music |blurry by puddle of mud]

got back home from school and waiting for friend to come pick me up so i can go out....anyway since i had nothing to do while waiting...i did more online tests..

See what Care Bear you are.

Sea Green

This quiz says absolutely nothing about your personality. Take it! </td>

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online tests [Feb. 8th, 2002|08:01 am]
[mood |awakeawake]
[music |fuel injected by swollen members]

can't believe i woke up so early this morning. class in a few hours. boooriiing.

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

What Video Game Character Are You? I am a Breakout Bat.I am a Breakout Bat.

I am an abstract sort of creature, who dislikes any sort of restraint. If you try to pigeonhole me, I'll break the box, and come back for more. I don't have any particular ambitions, I just drift, but I am adept at keeping life going along. What Video Game Character Are You?

Drink me!
Which drink are you?

i&apos;m Cherry flavoured!
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busy life [Feb. 6th, 2002|05:09 am]
[mood |workingworking]
[music |Getaway by Christina Milian feat. Ja Rule]

i finally got internet and tv cable set up yesterday. it's good to not be a luddite anymore! anyway...i've got a lot of ..i mean shitloads of work from the new school..and it's only the 4th week. actually it's the first time for a long time i'm working so hard...no more being late for class or ditching like back in highschool days. and actually i've already learnt quite a lot so i should be proud of myself! ha. the ppl i've met so far in the new school are quite odd... just like me. hmm. that's it for now i've still got work to do and a test to study! grrr...and it's already 5am...damn it
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internet cafe [Jan. 8th, 2002|06:20 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[music |none]

i'm in this internet cafe located about 2 minutes walk from my new home. maybe i'll be able to learn a few korean words here since almost everyone that goes here are koreans and they like to shout out when they play games. all i can understand is shiba and shibseki.

henry is back in hongkong. feels lonely in my new home without him. my new place is still empty but i will get stuff to decorate soon. anyway that's it for now. dont feel like typing much.
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